To Be Gone

Fearing myself from the future I can't contain The guilt that I've felt now I've let go Am I to blame? I know you're crazy I used to blame me It all gets better when you get the f*ck out This is what I call love This is what I call love My whole life I've wondered what I might find To see what's left behind And I don't think I'll make it all alone Left out in the cold Is this who you wanna be? Locked inside a memory? Trapped where you don't wanna be? Your white flag in front of me I'm the man you'll never be Distance won't come between faded memories My whole life I've wondered what I might find To see what's left behind And I don't think I'll make it all alone Left out in the cold This whole time I've sought what I could not find I am to be gone I am to be gone