Is This The Only Way?

I walk the line That divides me somewhere in my mind Ahhhh Neither side is right Yet i cast aside all my humanity In order to survive Ignorant sublime Selfishly adrift. Disdained remorse No conscience left to guide Am I the only one To feel ashamed? Is there any other way this could have gone? Just burning up the days I can't see through this pain That we inflicted upon the world Is this the only way? Free me from this terrible prison A slave to the suit I'll never know My head is under his gun Falling Faster Into the endless void Trapped myself Under the weight of my own reckless choice