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I feel like I'm only holding back her success What is special about a loss who cannot see he's a mess? I am sitting in my room and try to count my last seconds to death 'Till I just cannot stand all this pressure I… ATRXX why you holding a knife? Call me Hannibal yeah I just really lose what I liked I'm unbreakable the only thing that crosses my mind Is so separable that I just really cut off the ties yeah All you want is more and more - just try to be a better soul I am sitting in the dark and I am crying again I will never show my face because I hate what is ugly Sitting in my room and I just want it to end Count the seconds on my watch 'till I will breathe for the last time All my depression and fear that I lose what I have Is so present again and again and again Crazy, crazy, crazy Just put a hood on my eyes All my life I hate my mind Kinda really wanna be the one to betray Crazy, crazy, crazy I am no one but high You just waste your fucking time don't build me up I wanna die I feel like I'm only holding back her success What is special about a loss who cannot see he's a mess? I am sitting in my room and try to count my last seconds to death 'Till I just cannot stand all this pressure I… ATRXX why you holding a knife? Call me Hannibal yeah I just really lose what I liked I'm unbreakable the only thing that crosses my mind Is so separable that I just really cut off the ties yeah All you want is more and more - just try to be a better soul I am sitting in the dark and I am crying again I will never show my face because I hate what is ugly Sitting in my room and I just want it to end Count the seconds on my watch 'till I will breathe for the last time All my depression and fear that I lose what I have Is so present again and again and again