HAPPY SMILE

I've been tired of shit, almost out of gas Mirror shatters quick, and I shatter back I will never look down, I will never fold Lord I swear to you, somewhere in me is a soul I run out of chemicals I punch a hole in the side of my skull I put on what others want I'm just you I go online and I hate myself Feel like shit cause I've spent just to feel like there's wealth I see colours in my brain I couldn't put on a canvas 25 milligram dose just to stand it I could build a bridge in a dream But there's naught to be seen when I get to the canyon I can feel the ground under me All the splits, all the seams, this is no longer static Happy smile, happy smile, we alive Happy smile, happy smile, we alive I swear to God, you will never see me staring up for my wealth I will never thank a deity for shit I did for myself You spend your waking hours dick riding celebrities for some play You get sparkles in your eyes looking at Drake, shit is insane I don't full stop, play, I get rich, help the brigade My form tip top, these jits can kick rocks, how you rich and you lame? I feel dopamine in my mind, I just choke back that bile, happy smile, we alive Happy smile, we alive Happy smile, happy smile, we alive We still alive That's all it really takes