Beautiful Disaster

From the start I fell hard and I think that you could tell Because I said I loved you and you just wished me well But then you came around and then everything felt right We were up high, all mine, you were the one But as time went by more and more we would fight We were falling apart and I didn’t know why Then a dark cloud came and it loomed above our heads Then it rained, it poured until we saw the end All I wanted was to be your forever But I was left broken in pieces instead It feels like nothing ever goes my way No matter how much I hope and pray ‘Cause everything I had has disappeared A beautiful disaster I had her Gone in a day Why’d you pull me so close just to push me away So many times I tried to get you to stay ‘Cause nothing ever goes my way Not even you my dear I guess love always fades away Loneliness is tearing me apart Sometimes I wish that we could restart Then I remember the lies, and the cheating and the tears Losing you was my greatest fear Then you proved it true like a genie grants a wish I felt like a chore you just crossed off your list I know I share the blame - I still need to heal But right now I still can’t believe this is real I hate this Erase this from my memory I have to face it Replace it with something I need Yeah I don’t need you I need to turn this around Because right now I’m lost but I will be found