Hardest Part

When I wake up I fall back asleep Lately it's been harder to eat I think it's just the way that I think That I think Cuz I stay up all night but it's not helpin' The look inside my eyes just leaves me helpless Trying to explain it is the hardest part Hardest part I'm trying to remember life before it When all the shit I loved wasn't so boring Tell me why I always feel so hopeless Like nobody will ever notice Sometimes this cold world just gets too heavy I'll get my shit together when I'm ready Right now I just really can't control it Can't control it Cuz I stay up all night but it's not helpin' The look inside my eyes just leaves me helpless Trying to explain it is the hardest part Hardest part Cuz I stay up all night but it's not helpin' The look inside my eyes just leaves me helpless Trying to explain it is the hardest part Hardest part