Icarus

I got a lot of things that's on my mind today But I can't really say the words that's coming to my brain Cause every time I do this, gotta run around the maze That I create This shit is useless But I'm used to insane I don't usually make my bed But when I wake I arrange Every issue Every tissue Every misused refrain Speaking tongues that's foreign Simply more of the Same old Same old Same old Broken record don't change I tried to ride my bike with no handlebars Cycled out to planet Mars Relapsed And then I landed hard This parchment only partly acts as bandage for my battle scars I guess my polar opposites attract me to substantial harm Pass on passionate advice from nearly everyone Catching flashing lights like I'm flying to the sun Passing massive heights screaming look how far I've come Imagine how attractive it would be if I just jumped I tried so hard to get this right I hope you know, you know I tried so hard to get this right I hope you know Feels like I'm stepping to my right but head left Feels like I can't lift this weight off my chest Feels like I got carried away by what's next And I forgot to forgot to focus on the weight of my breath I mean like, shit, what's the point in this if none of it makes sense Drowning in my feelings came up quick and got the bends Try to speak the words to work this out and make amends But it just seems like perfect's what you're searching for I can't pretend That it don't hurt me when you're working till the morning I ain't snoring Cause the thought of me without you feels like soaring Past perfection Lost sense of direction Fight rejection with affection Can't connect the dots when we're not in the same section I tried so hard to get this right I hope you know, you know I tried so hard to get this right I hope you know