Someday

Wish that I could stand up straight Tired of carrying all this weight I don't think I have the strength To get out of my bed today Walls are closing in on me This isn't how it's supposed to be Everything is turning gray Don't think I'm getting up today Woke up on the wrong side of the bed damn it sucks I did what doctors said but it just ain't been enough Thoughts running through head how I just ain't adding up You need someone else instead I ain't worthy of the love And I know that it's all dumb Can't get mind off of All of these thoughts keep me trapped up like coffin Often I feel like I'm hardly walking Floating through motions Oh did you notice? I'm not feeling strong today Hoping that it's all okay I've been holding all this pain Waiting till it fades away Wish that I could stand up straight Tired of carrying all this weight I don't think I have the strength To get out of my bed today Walls are closing in on me This isn't how it's supposed to be Everything is turning gray Don't think I'm getting up today Why I gotta feel so bad I ain't seen the sun and it makes me sad Oh no rain go away like yeah Needing something other than gray like yeah I'm like I ain't gotta hate myself I just gotta learn to take some help Baby I just wanna hold your hand And I hope that you can understand I'm not feeling strong today But you help make it all okay I've been holding all this pain But I know it'll fade away I know that I will stand up straight I can shake off this weight Today I may not have the strength But I know that I will someday Walls stopped closing in on me Feel like I can finally breathe Today I may not have the strength But I know that I will someday