Anxiety

High tension. No sleep. Can't catch a break from my anxiety. This feelings never ending, can't seem to burn it down. Like pinching needles, heavy chest, I'm breathing air but I might drown. I am so sick of this, can't break this cycle I can't dismiss. Hate how I feel today, It's time to make a change. Say it with me! Hate that I am this way. Take another bar. F*ck anxiety. Can't fucking breathe and I just wanna scream, but the words don't come outta me. I can't explain. I just wanna complain, and I'm going insane. So I swallow a bar for the tension inside of me. Losing my memory. Prescriptions get me faded, feels like I’m burning down. I don’t know what to do, why do I feel so unsound? You don’t know the way I feel. Don’t come at me this shit is is real. War zone. Everyday. In my head. Live in a daze, feel like I’m dead. High tension. No sleep. Can't catch a break from my anxiety. One day I'm gonna fucking snap. Will the world remember me?