Ready Willing and Able (feat. Melissa Rhea Johnson)

My father passed early and so will I At least that's what I imagined Life without a father, life without a dad What a wasted life I thought I had This wasn't to be my children's fate I thought I'd raise someone else's For life is short and half is plenty When your love isn't be'n wasted In my own head I'm already dead Preparing me for my future Living in fear can disappear When you're ready, willing and able So strong was this belief of mine It's as real as I made it happen Living a full life in half the time Was easier than I imagined By 40 I was ready to go Having everything I wanted My time was up so long ago I lost more than I expected In my own head I'm already dead A belief which makes me grateful Living in fear can disappear When you're ready, willing and able The first half was a blessing Grateful for a second chance Surprised that I'm still living Preparing me my ending I left my love life wasted While waiting for death still grinning This take on life has served me right To others I can only imagine Free to go without regrets A comfort that keeps me going In my own head I'm already dead A result of my fathers passing For life is short and half is plenty When you're ready, willing and able In my own head I'm already dead What a wasted life I thought I'd led Believing I'm already dead Ready, willing and able Ready, willing and able