I Don't Feel Wonderful, but I'm Alive

Some nights no sleep Sit up in my head Thinking need to forget and to forgive Thoughts (thinking, thinking, thinking) Round my head watch myself above my bed Wish you were here soothing my fear I've gone insane don't know what to say My mind's in overdrive I'm afraid leave on the light Break me down but I'll survive I don't feel wonderful but I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive I don't feel wonderful but I'm alive