Papers On The Ground (Alternate Version)

Lit cigarettes on the floor Don't know what I am looking for Matches scattered on the ground You threw me out like I'm in lost and found Do I mean nothing to you Just a piece for games you do I thought we won't go wrong But now I'm here, writing you a song And I've Left papers on the ground Entries about being treat like a hound You see, I will not be your pet Won't play games that me upset You left me running in a maze Trapped in an eternal haze With things I can't achieve Didn't even let me grieve Car key scrapings on the door Daggers in the kitchen draw Unstable home, unstable life Taco's left out from last night Half empty cans of alcohol Wanna drink some ethanol Staring at the walls of grey Guns looking like a buffet Sometimes I just want to cry Sugar rushes in my eye Can't see through all the endless tears Gagging on my mouth and fears It all feels so tongue in cheek Stood here like I'm fucking weak I am so done with everything Just end my endless suffering I've Left papers on the ground Entries about being treat like a hound You see, I will not be your pet Won't play games that me upset You left me running in a maze Trapped in an eternal haze With things I can't achieve Didn't even let me grieve So I'll leave the lit cigarette on the floor The oven light so gas can pour And while you are sleeping oh so tight You won't realise tonight will be your last night I'll let the fire start to light And when you wake I'll be nowhere in sight Yeah, I'll watch as you burn with glee You shouldn't have fucked with me Cuz I've Left papers on the ground Entries about being treat like a hound You see, I will not be your pet Won't play games that me upset I've left you running in a maze Trapped in smokes eternal haze I told you not to pick a fight Best hope you will sleep well tonight