CLOSURE

It's hard to pretend That I hate you when I Know that I never got closure And I still want you in my life How does it feel to be by yourself When I was the one you would vent to? And how does it feel to live in a hell, Where I showed you heaven exists though Maybe all this time we wasted we should've rewind I need you, I won't pretend I hate you, I just have to hide Oh, I'm not good enough For you to love No, I'm not good at all Don't move on, just stay with me And I'll try for you I'll die for you I'd end my life for you But somehow I can't decide If your mind's made up with mine or if you're trying to sell a lie I think my mental mind is wrong I keep talking to the walls They keep saying, kill yourself, I have no purpose here at all And I cry again I wanna die again I feel alive again And if I die, you'll have no choice but to watch Maybe all this time we wasted we should've rewind I need you, I won't pretend I hate you, I just have to hide