Hellscape

Back in the same place She got the prettiest scar An Angel in the face They say she's a demon in the heart Love's a hellscape She love to hold me down and then she carvin' Her fucking name on me Oh love been haunting Trying to tell me who the f*ck you cheating with It's not me But it's a little intimidating when she says it on me Like, does she even want me? I think she wanna haunt me Love her when she's naughty Scars on her body From another man, not me Trauma bond love is costly I walk around like I'm a zombie My feelings feeling daunting One day she wanna top me The next she wanna off me Angels and demons Starting not to see the difference Starting to see the picture, yeah She doesn't want me in it But I've been trying to fit in it In heaven, she's a dominant In hell, she's a submissive bitch Don't know what I'd rather get But I still fucking deal with it Sit here Trying to find the rainbow Trying to see the halo But it don't exist I can see it She turned her halo to a noose and kept the devil horns My souls on my body and I wanna take a couple more Take my heart and take my soul And play me on a Ouija board Thought she was a people pleaser She was just a fucking whore She told me she was going home Her Life360's at the morgue Would've never risked it if I knew that she was dead before I always end up relapsing on bitches who think life is short I know life is way too long I'm suffering and that's for sure Atypicals a valued source For suicide and watching porn I can't help I'm this way As a youngin, I thought life was peaceful But now I'm 21 and I try to help the worst people I don't f*ck with suicide That doesn't mean resort to needle If you do both, you lose your life I told you no, you acted lethal Why do I deal with the darkest shit I'm just in it for the ride But I'm feeling nauseous, yeah