PERMANENT

Feelings, they're temporary, I I can barely close my eyes I might dig my grave tonight I don't wanna see you cry It's permanent to die It's permanent tonight Don't hurt me, I'm alright But I'm hurting less when I lie When you lie to me, lie with me, f*ck me slowly Bite my neck when I put your ass in motion I've been, I've been feeling less important Put me first, I don't care if I'm annoying Cause it's permanent, it's permanent, it's permanent to die Am I worthless yet? Just annoying, yeah I've been told that too many times But it's permanent I'm turbulent Just loud and a waste of life But it's permanent, I'm permanent It's permanent to die Keep my body against hers when she's denying And I see my reflection in the tears I try to wipe And see her name scarred on my body every night When I look into the mirror, why aren't you behind? You're just a memory, girl this is misery This is the end of me, but it's just beginning And I can't find my peace, but she's a piece of me But she's a piece of me, that I found but can't complete And though I can't compete, you still keep giving me A couple moments with you, but it's never sympathy But you still sit with me, and call me interesting But I can never change, why does this get to me? Cause it's permanent, it's permanent, it's permanent, oh And I'm hurting less, I'm bleeding more, But I'm still depressed, I Cause it's permanent to feel this way It's always in my mind It's permanent, it's permanent, it's permanent to die