TURN AWAY

Turn away to a past that was once livable Take me back to a place that was manageable You never realized the place you're in is hell Alright, I need to calm my nerves for a second The shit I said to you was never true, I wish I meant it I told you that I would save you, that I promise we won't end it Then you went along without me just to try and make me jealous You view toxic like it's nothing, but you use it like a weapon You had me saying sorry every waking fucking second For shit that I never started, but I thought about us ending And you said I took for granted what I realized wasn't sexy You were mad I didn't give you what you needed and you said it But the shit I took for granted was manipulative intentions And I'm glad I didn't fall too deep, I swam to shallow edges Then you pushed me in knowing that I can't swim But I kept catching on to something, holding on and using leverage To keep pushing myself up, but you were standing right there at the ledge And shit, you're fucking blocking me in every damn direction I can't swim around this bitch, I wish with you I used protection F*ck Take me back to a place that was manageable You never realized the place you're in is hell It's time I turn away, It's time I turn away It's time I turn away, yeah It's time I turn away, It's time I turn away It's time I turn away, yeah