message to god. (feat. atypical)

I never really understood That I had to look around the street to see what's coming left and right But never think in front to look to see what's coming at me See whatever's in my sight cause I got used to snakes in life So I got used to looking behind And holy Mother of the Lord I used to pray But I went to the end of my bed My hands in front of my face I looked up and begged forgiveness For the sins that I'd make But after relying on God I stopped relying on me And way too many fucking times Right, yes, no, might, maybe, wait, no This is a certain written line Way too many fucking times, I talked to God But felt like I was talking to the walls And ceiling every night But I still said what's on my mind But my words would bounce Reflect and come back When I said that I was suicidal My mind fucking laughed And God, what about my friend The one that went to church to change How the f*ck did she still kill herself I thought you were meant to save And if you died for all of our sins Why is it when we sin we die? Or why is it when we live The innocent still don't survive? So many faces on the news A poor innocent soul, You stay in heaven cause we're hell Because you're up and we're below I cannot find, I cannot answer The questions that you wouldn't think to believe People to me, people would tell me Atypical, you're starting to make sense to me Everything that you're saying is coming true You can predict so now you are my God, Bitch, I'm on top, I've done more for The people around me than someone titled as God Uh, God, I've saved so many lives Lives that you realize you just watched So I am doing all of your work But you will still give me my applause So now I am taking over Showing people negatives are needed God's reality is fake Cause he is too afraid to show your demons God is fake I don't break I don't show what's known I just show what's real And you can't save It's too late I'm just known to heal But that's okay, god's fake Don't save, no break I said save, no break But don't give it up I had too many fucking people in my life give up Kill themselves, Couldn't take it Can you tell me about this town that God made, he's afraid So he stays in the cloud God damn, but God damn Like what did you do? Had faith in you I said grace for you I made praise for you I made a name for you Just to answer all my prayers With wait, what? Nothing, f*ck it But I am starting to create something I need to make a movement Everyone just sits on their ass So somebody had to do it I am digging the core from the ground up So we can find a hell and take it over Become strong as hell So what So even God could not repel And people might ask Atypical issue What the f*ck is this movement But hey bitch, I watch The Exorcist So I think I know what I'm doing I just grab me by my hand And grab this cross, flip it And I'll tell you, climb these stairs I built to heaven Say the power of hell compels you God is fake I don't break I don't show what's known I just show what's real And you can't save It's too late I'm just known to heal But that's okay God's fake Don't save, no break