TURN AWAY 2 (Hidden Track) (feat. atypical)

I might break They will never understand what time has changed And if time's supposed to heal then why am i deranged People told me life was real but all y'all fake So I must turn away I might break, I might break So I must turn away I might break, I might break So I must turn away It's hard to understand the feelings in your head When your mind is against you and constantly you think of death I used to think of a happy life, be a father to a boy But the last girl that I was with self-aborted without my choice And honestly, it kinda hurt, but I won't argue too She took the life away of a kid I could've loved and been the father to So f*ck it, I'll just sit alone and organize a darker truth I try to write a song, end up with suicidal articles Or wake up to a message from my former love ex She tells me that she wants me back it started fucking with my head In February 2021, I found love once again But she just couldn't handle life, I found out that they found her dead I used to sing to her and tell her that she needs to turn away From the darkness in her path, but she just turned the other lane And now I'm falling down the same path, I'll meet you at the gate And when I'm there, I'll hold your hands, look you in the eyes, and I'll say that I might break They will never understand what time has changed And if time's supposed to heal then why am i deranged People told me life was real but all y'all fake So I must turn away I might break, I might break So I must turn away I might break, I might break So I must turn away