I'd Rather Turn the Wheel All the Way to the Right and Crash Into the Wall Than Take Another Left Turn on This Endless Race to Nowhere

I'm starting at day one again The same place that I've always been I'm starting at day one again I'm not living in this endless circle I want to die want to die want to die I don't want to live anymore I didn't know what to do So I did nothing at all I don't know what to do I'm starting at day one again The same place that I've always been I'm starting at day one again I'm not living in this endless circle By the time that I'm Able to escape This endless death race It'll be to late