Speakeasy

I had to think all night Then had to walk away Everywhere I laid at It never went my way I had to drink all night I had to feel it all It's hard to fight the feeling When it's all in your way Unless I tried to fly Unless I tried too hard Left the world alone Said I just needed some time All I had to think was, All I had to see Hate I had to see that I'm finding how to be I had to drink all night She had to walk my way And everywhere I ran to I had to find a way And it was just so hard Gained a couple a scars This games so hard Said, "what can i do"? Since this is all I got There's nothing more I need The blocks a boulevard So dim the lights tonight That's all, my fault It's hard to speak all night Then had to walk away Everywhere I laid at It never went my way I had to drink all night I had to feel it all Hard to fight the feeling When it's all in your face Unless I tried to fly Unless I tried too hard Left the world alone Said I just needed some time