Sometimes It Still Hurts, Pt. 2

How easy was it for you to go back to living a life without me Cause I'm still having a hard time adjusting It's something about you being a stranger who knows all my secrets that don't sit right With Me Like I allowed you to touch the inside of my soul I trusted you with the key to where i keep my gold And let you feel all through my treasure Providing my pleasure It's Something about how our hearts used to sit and bond together And now you a stranger It just don't sit right wit me You pushed me to believe that fantasy could be our reality You did all the little things to convince me I was worth it So I Guess I was right when I said it felt too perfect Regardless Why allow me to believe this could never end Just for you to go back to being a stranger all over again On that last day you saw me  You must've Injected me with infected energy  Cause I had to go on a self love journey To remove the toxicity you left in me I had to perform open heart surgery to pour in the love you pulled from me I had to remind myself that I am worthy  Not just an access to sexual intimacy I depended on you too much cause when you first left I felt empty But on that journey I learned if you provide your own happiness instead of depending on Someone else.  The joy will no longer be temporary cause you forever have yourself