Loose Ends

I don't wanna be a Facebook post Signed by the ones I loved the most Heartbreak on your Facebook page A strange way to start your day There's tallies on the walls on the inside of my fragile skull It feels like I am counting down the days Til I love you's start to feel like celebrations And not just loose ends for tying up To minimize the blow of what is surely bound to come I don't wanna be a tragedy Another south county"if only" I fear I shouldn't say these things But I'm tired of what tomorrow brings There's tallies on the walls on the inside of my rotten skull It feels like I am counting down the days Til I love you's start to feel like celebrations And not just loose ends for tying up To minimize the blow of what is surely bound to come I lift my eyes to the hills Where does my hope come from Not from you, not from him, not from anyone I lift my eyes to the hills Where does my hope come from Not from you, not from him, not from anyone But I swear I'll try my hardest mom Cause I know I'm not the only one Yeah, I know I'm not the only one