Songs I Wish I Wrote

I don't think I'm a good writer If I can only write songs about this place It doesn't make you a good fighter If you can only fight back when you've been punched in the face Owen said he needs a new muse I think that I could use one too 'Cause I used to think I was good at this and now I just feel like shit I'm listening to songs I wish I wrote And I'm learning them And I'm taking notes God this is embarrassing I used to think I was a good friend til I did what I did to you I used to pride myself on kindness But its not kind if deep inside you're just afraid of what you don't do Jesus said he needed company I think that I could use some too 'Cause I used to think I was good at this and now I just feel like shit I'm listening to songs I wish I wrote I'm listening to self help books I'm listening and I'm taking notes God this is embarrassing