Reach Your Peace

The soft shimmering light Of dismal delight Keeps me at Keeps me up at night No, it's not even right Is this just my life? Have I lost all Lost all hope this time? 'Cause I've been holding Holding on The time that's left is running out Will you stay with 'til the swan song? Or will you call it, call it? Call it what you want It's not enough for me Took a lot to climb And fell so suddenly Think I would forget? I run it constantly Settle like the rest You'll never reach your peace I said I'm starting to fade Just like these days Let all my pain Let it all slip away Developing anxiety What's wrong with my brain? Will I ever feel my old former way? The east coast wove my heart The west just makes it bleed As time goes on I think, What's really out there for me? (What's really out there, what's really out there) Call it what you want It's not enough for me Took a lot to climb And fell so suddenly Think I would forget? I run it constantly Settle like the rest You'll never reach your peace It's not over 'til I say You wouldn't want me 'round there anyway You're not the one that got me here You're going nowhere You're going nowhere