Open Journal

I forgive for all my exes For walking out I know I mistreated ya But ya showed what life’s about If I could rewind time I would have it all figured out Guess I would have to start from scratch Just see what was my route I had dealt with heartbreaks I had learn to keep my faith I had learn to love it all even If I made my mistakes I had learn to keep my distant Just to see who were my friends Cus not the same ppl you rock with Will be with you until the end Damn That had got deep, There was this time Me and this girl tried to plant seeds But it wasn’t meant to be Cus God had his purpose And I’m still trynna figure out What he really wants from me I been blessed, I been cursed through it all Just know that I’m not perfect And I still got my flaws I been hated through time I been loved through my years Just know I’m still human And I still got my fears I was to quick give it up Even when I gave my all There was so much going on Where I just wanted to end it all Where do I go from here Where do I begin to steer Couldn’t cry cus there wasnt any tears For me to cheer I been lusting over these shawtys The internet kinda bore me Homies just wanted to party But I was busy being lonely Not of ya don’t know me I know I don’t reallly talk So let me tell ya my story Before ya take that walk