So So Long

Who was I last Friday night Because I never seem to look through your eyes Too lost to know and too fast to tell Take a number and sit and dwell What's left to say except everything It doesn't make a difference, doesn't mean a thing I can change but only myself I cant put it back on your shelf So, so long And farewell We tasted heaven When we walked through hell We painted pictures Of sunny days And wrote love songs On a tattered page Nothing to do but keep Up momentum and on my feet Nothing to do but sing It's hard to project when you cannot breathe Those sentences I can't complete Past mistakes that I'll repeat Won't match up to the fear in my lungs That keeps me down 'til I can't get up So, so long And farewell We tasted heaven When we walked through hell We painted pictures Of sunny days And wrote love songs On a tattered page I won't marry myself to that pain Won't be caught up in a losing game I won't be a sucker for no one else Hell I won't even be myself