Limbo

They say time Heals, but I can't even manage all the anguish that I feel I'm inebriated, tired of all the waiting Memories ain't fading Sick of the debating All the masquerading Wallow in the pain and There ain't no escaping Though I try and try All my demons they just multiply Look me in the eye Promise me no lies Strip me of my pride Got nothing to hide All this villainy inside Wants to break out of confinement No I ain't fine, never gonna feel the light shining in the day time Never gonna shine I'm losing every time Neither here nor there Thoughts running everywhere Happiness out the window I've been stuck in limbo Neither here, nor there Thoughts running everywhere Happiness out the window I've been stuck in limbo But I don't harbor any ill will But I'm still wondering if I'm a source of all this blundering I'm hovering over nothingness the pain i feel enough of this Emptiness inside my chest I fill it up with cigarettes and spirit after spirit Drink it straight fill me up with Tanqueray Put me in a state of bliss So I'll never miss the feelings that you gave I hope you miss the love you threw away Guess you tired of all the red bouquets Now I hope for better days I hope I deal with change better than I did back in the day Think I'll be okay Always been damaged anyway Well it's the price i have to pay To maybe get back my mental state Neither here nor there (Neither here nor) Thoughts running everywhere (Thoughts running everywhere) Happiness out the window (Oooh) I've been stuck in limbo Neither here, nor there (Neither here nor) Thoughts running everywhere (Thoughts running everywhere) Happiness out the window I've been stuck in limbo