Ricochet

Ricochet, start to feel my world break Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake F*ck the fame, tired of playing mind games I'm insane, never gonna be the same Drunk on a Tuesday Lately I've been cruising through life I'm not really in the mood ay Cutting me like a bouquet Feeling fake I'm a toupee All my dues, I'm excused Don't got the fundamentals to pay I think a lot about what you say I think I'm fun, the mental views may Abuse me, too much Now I'm feeling numbed All these feelings I'm feeling so broken, on the run Can't put me together, I ain't getting better, got me dumb I think I'm done, living a life in this hell ain't no fun I'm overwhelmed Gimme some shelter I Ain't feeling better Ever since you called No it ain't your fault I'm just traumatized, anxiety rushing my body seeing those eyes Reminding me of the old me, afraid of being so lonely, living coldly, got no one to hold Me, wish someone had told me I was in no position, overthinking So possessive, overdrinking, over-binging, over-clinging, unconvincing, uncommitting, Meant to slip in, mental slipping, too controlling I tried to control 'em Controlling the ocean Waves of emotion Hit like an explosion Yeah I'm feeling broken Ricochet, start to feel my world break Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake F*ck the fame, tired of playing mind games I'm insane, never gonna be the same I ricochet, bouncing back to your dismay I'm just going back and forth, living life in disarray Disarray, drowning all my worries in that Tanqueray Drink it straight, but the hole inside my heart won't go away Go away, like everybody else When I'm losing control of my soul and myself I'm spiraling down the abyss, I know nobody would miss The kind of person I've tried to dismiss Had the hardest time Tryna accept that I lost my mind I'm afraid that I'm in decline Feeling like I've been wasting time, no peace of mine Ever since you called I've been broken and shattered to pieces Every time I fall It's like I'm choking and battered, believe this Believe it, cause I don't believe me, no one believes any word that I say I'm a heathen, but I need releasing From the weight dragging me down to the sharks hunting me Losing grip on reality, I'm falling slowly Took a nosedive to the deep end, every weekend, cause I'm feeling so lonely Wish you'd shown me that there could've been a better way to deal with my mistakes Then maybe I'd embrace my flaws and start looking for the better days Instead of wallowing in my pain Ricochet, start to feel my world break Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake F*ck the fame, tired of playing mind games I'm insane, never gonna be the same Ricochet, start to feel my world break Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake F*ck the fame, tired of playing mind games I'm insane, never gonna be the same