Losing my mind

It's been two years And I'm stuck here fading away Ran out of tears Why just can't I break away Can't shake the fear Of myself staying this way And you my dear, no wonder you never stayed Is this all I am to you An old friend that was once brand new No contributions to society Cause you once were a part of me I know that I'm just wasting my life And it Blows But I'm too lazy to try And I know That you'll be moving on And if you ever got the time I'll be right here losing my mind It's been a long time Now that I think about it How was LA Was it everything you ever dreamed of Cause I'm just sitting here Having fun and chugging beers I'll never be where I wanted to go, And now I finally know I know that I'm just wasting my life And it blows But I'm too lazy to try And I know That you'll be moving on And if you ever got the time I'll be right here losing my mind One shot, settle the score We got a man overboard He came back screaming But I came back running to you I'll just look to the side We got an hour to ride Is this what you want Cause I'm just here falling apart We all know I'm not the one worth saving I know that I'm just wasting my life And it blows But I'm too lazy to try And I know That you'll be moving on And if you ever got the time I'll be right here losing my mind I know (That you love me) I know (That you hate me) I know (That you love me) I know (That you hate me) I know (That you love me) I know (That you hate me) That if you ever got the time You won't be here wasting your life