No, I Don't Want It

If your life seems not what you'd ever thunk And your ship of dreams capsized and sunk Then we'll follow through with the plans made when we were drunk Well the path ahead is dark and scary But I'm done with all this ordinary 'Cause I'd say it's doing your own thing that makes it punk But I don't expect you'll care And I don't think it'll get me anywhere No, I don't want it And no, I don't want it at all You'll just watch me fall No, I don't want it And no, I don't want you to be The one to push me Everything I wrote is on my phone Saved in the notes And everything I own is in my bones It's all I know The weight of my head pressing on my toes It's my ego And I've spent my life wondering these roads Now I call it home I call it home I don't expect you'll care And I don't think it'll get me anywhere No, I don't want it And no, I don't want it at all You'll just watch me fall No, I don't want it And no, I don't want you to be The one to push me No, I don't want it And no, I don't want it at all You'll just watch me fall No, I don't want it And no, I don't want you to be The one to push me I feel the world slip out my hands And when I spill my heart I wonder if you'd understand The lessons that I've learned are not ignored I'm curled up in a ball Gently rocking on the floor I'm not letting go No no no No one likes you No no no no I'm not letting go No no no No one likes you No no no But I don't expect you'll care And I don't think it'll get me anywhere No, I don't want it And no, I don't want it at all You'll just watch me fall No, I don't want it And no, I don't want you to be The one to push me No, I don't want it And no, I don't want it at all You'll just watch me fall No, I don't want it And no, I don't want you to be The one to push me