Monster in Disguise

She has seen no words speak through him He has seen her grow through plastic eyes And the sign that's posted on the door reads Do not enter, monster in disguise She says there's no such thing inside But he says that when I finally love me I won't break inside you will see Plus I promised mom and dad...... Standing, sleeping, sitting, breathing, Can't help but feel the cold air in this room Complacency and urgency Ode to those that know better than I do So she says will I go numb inside But she's says are you the boy who loved me Was it something said please tell me Because the flaws that run through you Will surely trample me you see This soul has many voids throughout me I have fallen deep inside I'll never find the right way And I'm sick of living life through weakness I would rather slip and die Than live this life without you So when I finally love me I will break inside you will see 'Cause I promised mom and dad I have this thing called son wrapped up This soul has many voids throughout me I have fallen deep inside, I will never find the right way And I'm sick of living life through weakness