Escapism

In tired places, I'm brought back To where it all went wrong Rushed to crush mistakes, so far From letting go of this To my escapist memory I can't resist I really wanted you I really wanted you to know You know I wanted to I really wanted you to know Behind the dotted lines I tried To write your story A promise and a page erased That waking dream again And my escape is a mote too late You raised the walls around my bed Your words annihilate I really wanted you I really wanted you to know You know I wanted to I really wanted you to know Oh Well I'm sick of this I want out After all this time I'm justified to say I never wanted you I never wanted you to know I know you wanted to I never wanted I never wanted you I never wanted you to know I know you wanted to I never wanted you to know