Letters

This isn't the first time That I ever lost control I'll try to make it right But I'm afraid I missed the boat It seems the little things that get to me Are the things that cut right through I just wish I was a better friend Because in the end I'm left here without you If a shooting star could hear me now I would wish you back somehow And I know how bad I let you down I let you, I let you down And I can't handle nights on my own Without you this just isn't a home And I can't hold it together If only heaven would accept my letters Can't remember a time where I felt so alone I'll try to sleep tonight but I'm staring at my phone This blank screen belittles me And everything that I thought I knew All the words that I was gonna say Are gonna have to have to wait 'til I'm face to face with you If a shooting star could hear me now I would wish you back somehow And I know how bad I let you down I let you, I let you down And I can't handle nights on my own Without you this just isn't a home And I can't hold it together If only heaven would accept my letters I don't want to stay forever I just want to make it through the night I don't know how I'll make it better I just want to try and make it right If you're there god, if you're for real I'd like to try and make a deal If you could please return my prayer I offer you my life instead If you're there god, if you're for real I'd like to try and make a deal If you could please return my prayer I offer you my life instead If a shooting star could hear me now I would wish you back somehow And I know how bad I let you down I let you, I let you down And I can't handle nights on my own Without you this just isn't a home And I can't hold it together If only heaven would accept my letters