I Do

Don't go to weddings, no not anymore Cuz I have these panic attacks at the door Did you know that the scars are still so visible? I stare at pictures of you on one knee In disbelief you rewrote history And the promise you broke is unforgivable You twisted fairytales into a nightmare I don't wanna call you, but I do I don't wanna miss you, but I do I just wanna kill you like it kills me Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you I don't wanna cry, but then I do I don't wanna kiss you, but I do I just wanna throw away the ring Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you Wish I could say I don't, but I do My save the dates are scattered on the floor Mixed in with tears as I play my guitar All the songs I can't listen to anymore Love bombs, they fell to earth so perfectly Then blew up once you had control of me Now I'm searching through ashes from a time before You twisted fairytales into a nightmare I don't wanna call you, but I do I don't wanna miss you, but I do I just wanna kill you like it kills me Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you I don't wanna cry, but then I do I don't wanna kiss you, but I do I just wanna throw away the ring Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you Wish I could say I don't, but I do Wish I could say I don't, but I do Wish I could say I don't, but I do Wish I could say I don't, but I do I don't wanna call you, but I do I don't wanna miss you, but I do I just wanna kill you like it kills me Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you I don't wanna cry, but then I do I don't wanna kiss you, but I do I just wanna throw away the ring Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you Wish I could say I don't, but I do