Instance of You

My voice is lost again I can't pick up where I left it Because you are there Eying me down Like I'm lost in the street again But I'll feel isolated An illusion that felt so genuine All to be crushed by someone else That came to love I see an instance of you in my mind But it hurts too much to think about your lies And I'm bleeding out for you Cause' it hurts less than the truth And I'll try to just not cry So I can keep making this lie I know that you're gone I know that I'm making up you in my mind But they're all gone, I lost them all to time There's so many different people inside my head They're all just fragments and leftovers Of what you are to me instead Waiting, waiting for you to care And I know that it's not worth it To care for you, to care for me I wish you didn't give me false impressions Constantly, constantly Talking to you for the first time Friendly and happy was the vibe But maybe I thought wrong again And I thought less of your next mess And I hoped that it'd continue Hoping that I was given More time to get somewhere with you To stop seeing images of you I know that you're gone I know that I'm making up you in my mind But they're all gone, I lost them all to time There's so many different people inside my head They're all just fragments and leftovers Of what you are to me instead I see an instance of you baby But I can't love When you give me false emotions I see an instance of you baby But I can't love When you give me false emotions