I Am Trying To Say Goodbye

Wandering the earth, once again, as a tired giant, forgotten god Do not admire me, learn from my misery Would you exchange everything you love for my power? Despite everything I am, alone I am not enough She is the vessel that harnests my strength I tamed demons, but I never could tame an angel She fears me now The one person I swore to protect There is no peace, only fear Hate, misery and madness When she walks her feet barely touch earth When she speaks my ears hear only her I was becoming more than a vengeful monster Becoming a part of her But then again, you could not comdemn Someone you love that much, to a life with someone like you So, as a monster, I continue One half of a whole The dark in the grey Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence Missing a half that exists no more Nothing has ever hurt so much No longer half-breed The human is no more I am the demon that other demons fear Despite everything I was, alone I could not fight She was the anchor, that kept me on your side Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence