PAST LOVE

Miss when it was all so simple When there was you and me So much has happened since Do you even remember? Cause I do Reminiscing on past love, that is gone Can't find my feelings, need to bring them home This girl knows you better than I ever did I wish you both the best for this life y'all gon' live This story's ancient, the bonds have been taken The girls in my club are now balling in Vegas I'm losing my mind, one cell at a time And I can't let go of the fact that you could have been mine Ay, she was never disrespectful to me and she made me feel like the G.O.A.T. I wrote about her in Google Docs and wrote about her in my notes I wrote about her in my early demos cause mentally I was broke Partly due to some other things that I've already brought up in my songs, gee Nah, I had trouble getting past her I was putted out of the way Defeated, wasn't really feeling that great And there she was There she came Black hair, with a promise of faith And something bout her made me feel safe Had me in comfort, stuck inside my ways, ay Had the advance with the buy-in Tryin' to get my life straight, then retire Now I'm crying In October I lost Brian and it hurt But I still didn't shed a tear And I really feel like I should I guess the place to bring it up is here Reminiscing on my old self Wasn't perfect but I had me some help Still had a chance to make it to heaven But look at me, going directly to hell I take a girl and I play show and tell with her name Running it all the through the mud I couldn't help it Call me obnoxious Guess it just makes me feel good Reminiscing on past love, that is gone Can't find my feelings, need to bring them home This girl knows you better than I ever did I wish you both the best for this life y'all gon' live This story's ancient, the bonds have been taken The girls in my club are now balling in Vegas I'm losing my mind, one cell at a time And I can't let go of the fact that you could have been mine Yeah Hey C, let me talk to just you for a minute Yeah When I down at my lows You were still there for me When I didn't know where to go You were still there for me I love what we had I love where you're at in life I'm not jealous of your girl I'm not caught up in spite Ay Since you been gone I've been acting a menace Shooting my shots now at all the wrong times Ginger got 40-love playing tennis I don't need you to love me again I just cannot do it myself That's why I've been trying to get me some help That's why I've been trying to get me some help, yeah Gotta move on from this trauma Can't get caught up in the drama Except when I wanna And wait til God reigns down with all of his karma I'm persistent And girl's gonna listen No matter what I've blocked her on everything, friends still gon' talk But they don't have the balls to fight me on god, yeah Yeah, I'm coming home I'm coming home Regrets over someone else, now the someone is gone, yeah