Frying Pan to Fire (Demo)

Made mistakes, changed my fate Hate my ways, displaced my brain World's weight caved in today This pressure taking me out of my place Putting me in the filth, wish I could Kill myself but I don't have the will Fill my heart with dread The grains I have to go against Make me wither to no end No friends, no love My ego drenched in gasoline Swallowed like lunch Repeating the cycles within the months Icicles in me deeply cut from impulsive lust Im cold n my heart begins to rust Thrust me into a oven So I can burn alive, they say pain Hides behind the words of the wise Turn the vice till I squash like a bug I feel tossed from the tiles To the burn of the rug Now I will learn from these trials As a cursed bitter f*ck A taste of my own medicine Evaporate n huff Something leeching, something creeping In my thoughts, not sure what Ill do If none of this stops Tale of a psychonaut living amongst robots From the frying pan into the fire Hired, get tired then fired Lifting myself up To be thrown in muck n mire From frying pan to fire Jaw wired, teeth ripped out with pliers Can't keep up with alarms n timers Bundled beneath the sheets, disarmed Screechin' like a car without tires I can see it Im seethin' Heading from frying pan into the fire From sidewalk onto a wire From frying pan into the fire