Miserable

Gladwin you're an angel I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I wanna live but I'm a slave I'm never given what I gave All of the visions I have faced Tryna fulfill what I've acclaimed Wanted to heal but I am plagued Always the villain of my pain My indecision never waivers I have been riddled by the maze Always told me I would be a goldmine (Goldmine) You going reap the benefits of your mind (Your mind) But I'm still steady trying to make 'em listen I just can't survive in these conditions (Can't survive in these conditions) The voices in my head are getting so loud I've just always try to pay 'em no mind I'm already tryna make a way But I see the hands goin' tick tock Tick tock I see that hands going tick tock Tick tock I see that hands going tick tock I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again Don't want to seem like I am tame I have to show that I am brave Have to deliver on my faith I am imprisoned by appraisal Sound of the tick is like a taser Feel like I'm bristling on a grater Sit and envision what I crave but Seems like I'm running outta' days Always told me I would be a goldmine (Goldmine) You going reap the benefits of your mind (Your mind) But I'm still steady trying to make 'em listen (Make em listen) I just can't survive in these conditions (Can't survive in these conditions) The voices in my head are getting so loud I've just always try to pay 'em no mind I'm already tryna make a way But I see that hands going tick tock I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again They keep telling me they'll be better days But they don't see my pain I cry in the rain (In the rain yeah) Sippin' on this lean just to numb the pain I know it ain't good but what can I say I try hide but these feelings get in the way ay I've been sinking fadin' away ay I've been sinking fadin' away ay (I'm fading away) I knew I knew that you only came for a season That you would leave and give no reason I feel my hope slowly fadin' I've been on my knees for a lifetime I been tryna dig for these goldmines But all I seem to find is some landmines Monochrome rainbows got a man blind I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I knew I knew That I would be miserable again I would be miserable again I would be miserable again