Difficult

If only I could hold you one more time Hell it wouldn't mean a thing but it might be nice You used to say you loved me all the time Now you won't even look me in the eye Darling I can be cold as ice Loving is hard it's not my only vice The portion of me I gave to you I tired to kill so many times I miss the days when we were I'm sorry if I haven't seemed to move on To me those days, they're not, so far gone I can feel the shadow of you in my bed So I fill it up with others instead I know I can be cold as ice Loving is hard its not my only vice The portion of me I gave to you I tired to kill so many times I miss the days when we were Difficult So difficult Oh difficult I don't want you back I'm just trying to change Or at least that's what i'm telling myself to stay sane I hope that this feeling has an end And maybe someday we'll meet again I know I can be cold as ice Loving is hard its not my only vice The portion of me I gave to you I tired to kill so many times I miss the days when we were Difficult So difficult Oh difficult