Hit Me Up

I never thought this feeling would Sink its claws inside me And now i analyze through tired eyes Her last text to me I fell so hard I fell so fast I hope this mindset doesn't last She's who I want not what i need Holy shit this isn't easy Every time she hits me up My heart rate starts to speed up Tell me tell me what's this feeling Usually we just smoke up Take shots from a paper cup Tell me tell me is this love? Because I'm giving up She can't know how deep these feelings go I know she's not about that Neither am I or so I say I'll try not to to scare her away I fell so hard I fell so fast I hope this mindset doesn't last She's who I want not what i need But that doesn't matter to me Every time she hits me up My heart rate starts to speed up Tell me tell me what's this feeling Usually we just smoke up Take shots from a paper cup Tell me tell me is this love? Because I'm giving up It's so damn hard to hold my cards My poker face is wearing thin Sometimes I think that if I speak She'll start to piece it all together If she finds out what I'm about Well goddamn then I'd be screwed Don't have a master plan, just want to hold her hand I just hope she wants this too