Deeper Meaning

My walk of life is jaded I try to understate it But I've come to terms with how I feel To tell the truth I hate it I try to make a break then Find out there's no escaping I need to find my way The light of day before I cave in I put my heart on sleeves get Let down, let down, repeated I try to keep my head up high But then I feel conceited Don't know what I believe in This world is full of demons The angel on my shoulder tries to fight but gets defeated But I know in my heart there's a reason That my life has a deeper meaning And I'm more than the air I breathe in And the food that I'm barely eating They think I'm fine can't see it Cause I smile to hide these feelings And I'd hate to show my face If they could see my hearts been bleeding So much, so much Yeah I'm so done being so numb I need self-love, I need no stress I need help up, from this whole mess I gotta face my fears before they consume me I can't stay in a place so gloomy That's the old me, I need a new me Can someone show me how to see the beauty in life Woah, yeah Someone show me how to see the beauty in life Oh, oh Cause maybe I can make it out of this thing alive Oh I gotta face my fears before they consume me I can't stay in a place so gloomy That's the old me, I need a new me Can someone show me how to see the beauty in life