Intrusive Thoughts

Intrusive thoughts love to get inside my brain I brush them off but they never stay away Can't make them stop, this will go until I break I hope I'm wrong, but if not then I'm afraid Cause I can never let them get the best of Me, if I do then I'm only getting stressed cause We can talk for hours 'bout the world and how it's messed up I can take my life or I can go and make the best of All the cards I was dealt in my hand, woah They would tell me fold but I would stand Cause I never been a quitter yeah I'm going til I can't Yo I always hated losing but without it know I can't grow My childhood was Johto, Hoenn, Kanto I used to be addicted to the Molly and the xans so I was in the dark but knew I had to be a man So I started painting stars up in my night like I was Van Gogh This is for the times that I know I'll never get back This is for the challenges I thought I'd never get past This is for relationships I thought could never end That slowly fell apart cause our stories never did match And every single day is a page that I flip past Reading back the lines that I write and I think that I'm thankful for the memories I made that didn't slip past When you get older that's the only thing you still have For some reason as of lately I feel like I might go crazy And my nostalgia makes things hazy Cause I feel trapped in a time that's fading You can try but you won't save me Unless the picture you can paint me Hits rewind so I can maybe Spend more time in the times that made me Intrusive thoughts love to get inside my brain I brush them off but they never stay away Can't make them stop, this will go until I break I hope I'm wrong, but if not then I'm afraid Cause I can never let them get the best of Me, if I do then I'm only getting stressed cause We can talk for hours 'bout the world and how it's messed up I can take my life or I can go and make the best of