Pretend (feat. CJ Vana)

That's all I know Yeah yeah, that's really all we know Stacking my paper, these piles they bigger You haven't seen nothing, no I'm not a quitter Tell me why the past always sticking in my mind When I tried to play my part I couldn't remember all my lines Everything was dark, head spinning like a cyclone Every day was hard I was standing on a tightrope I remember times when I couldn't catch a break, uh Now I'm flying high, think I'm out there with the planes I just stayed up on the grind cause the future's what you make it I been with the rhymes since I been in mama's basement I was feeling low, I was sick of being anxious I was like a ghost, used to wonder where the days went Knew I had to go, can't be thinking in a frame when I ain't got no hope, cause it only ends in anguish Now the drugs ain't the only thing I'm moving, uh Slam dunk on the track like Patrick Ewing, uh Hands up, if you ever going through shit I was down now a young muhfucka going stupid like I was down so long I didn't know which way was up I was asking for some help, I was asking way too much But no ones gonna be there but the fam and the friends When you really need it they don't wanna pretend anymore But that's the way it goes Sometimes you gotta flip the boat, see where it takes you Follow some trails, open some doors Until you try you'll never know And this nostalgia gets so strong that it open up my scars That I have surrounding every single thought I got It's breaking me apart And now I don't know how to make it all stop And I'm sick of feeling wrong But I won't go now when This dark place tries to take me away I won't go That's all I know Yeah yeah, that's really all we know Stacking my paper, these piles they bigger You haven't seen nothing, no I'm not a quitter Yeah, just wait until I make it to the top I promise that I'll give you all I got, yeah And you'll never be feeling like an opp We the best and we never ever giving up the spot I was down so long I didn't know which way was up I was asking for some help, I was asking way too much But no ones gonna be there but the fam and the friends When you really need it they don't wanna pretend anymore But that's the way it goes Sometimes you gotta flip the boat, see where it takes you Follow some trails, open some doors Until you try you'll never know That's all I know Yeah yeah, that's really all we know Stacking my paper, these piles they bigger You haven't seen nothing, no I'm not a quitter When I'm passing haters they acting so bitter They watch me get paid while they pockets stay thinner The money been calling so I had to listen Cause nothing can top when you stacking up digits