Happy

What if I told you I was broken Told you I was hopeless Would you tell me to my face I'm a God damn mistake As I'm standing open Can anybody hear me? Please hold me like a baby Cus this life it fucking hurts And I don't feel like I don't feel like Breathing Oh mother oh I'm sorry But the picture on the wall Is just a failure of a son No I never meant to hurt you all And father please forgive me It's not that I don't care It's that I feel like God Was never really there So don't follow me I'm sure I'm going down And don't wait for me I'm sure I'm gonna drowned I'm sorry I never asked to be here anyway What if I told you I'm not happy Even though I'm laughing Oh this smile on my face is just to cover up The pieces that are cracking I wish that you could see me Oh the way I see me Oh this life it doesn't work I feel I've only made it worse So please forgive me So don't follow me I'm sure I'm going down And don't wait for me I'm sure I'm gonna drowned I'm sorry I never asked to be here anyway I'm broken and I'm never gonna change And don't follow me I'm sure I'm going down And don't wait for me I'm sure I'm gonna drowned I'm sorry I never asked to be here anyway I'm broken and I'm never gonna change And don't follow me I'm sure I'm going down And don't wait for me I'm sure I'm gonna drowned I'm sorry I never asked to be here anyway I'm broken and I'm never gonna change