No

No is a word that gets stuck in the back of my throat Shut away from clean air No got too comfortable staying inside So I kinda forgot it was there Rejection's a tool that I lost in a crowded dark shed That's infested with bugs Rejection's a privilege that I can't afford From the torture I mistook for love No's right behind both my dilated eyes That glazed over and stared straight ahead No rocks the boat and destroys expectations they had And now they feel mislead No has a death toll Yes has one too There's no correct answer so do what they want you to do No is a soldier that no one remembers cause no has abandoned her post No got too skittish, the war wasn't finished She's missing in action when I need her most Attention's a drug that I can't get enough of I tell myself, taking the blame And they walk away with a new pair of hands And I walk away bearing their shame No is a friend that I drifted away from Cause I wasn't taking their calls Silence is company I can't avoid It consumes me until I am nothing at all I hope I don't bore you when I cannot speak The words just get stuck in the back of my throat till they (Leak)