Dreamer

A dreamer in is bed Words i never said Kept a lot up in my head Cuts more than bled And every time i think about the future i be reminiscing I been hoping for some better days i hope that I don’t miss them I answer with a question I don’t wanna make decisions Indecision indecisive, i guess i never listen I’m on the go but it’s really you that i be missing Scared to open up i got a fear that you be switching Dreaming too much Drinking too much Not sleeping enough Shits getting rough I thought i hit the fan a couple days ago but here i am Besides everything I’m going through I know you’ll understand It’s always enough And i always fucking talk like i know what i want But i don’t have a clue because I’m stuck on the front And you’re heaven in my head, please stay right here instead Happens all the, all the time i go away We’ll figure it out but you never know why Stuck inside with the blinds shut all the way We’ll never open It’s the clouds that come around And forget this blissful evening oh why It pains me to to say that all the good has gone away Haven’t felt the same i been lost like everyday It’s like i lost my soul, do you feel me? It went away the day that i revealed the real me In spite of all my efforts to feel real free My conscious comes around and makes me feel weak If i give you everything i hope you can reciprocate I don’t need this one sided, one side will turn away I know I haven’t seen you in a couple days My minds been on a trip I don’t know what to say You gotta let me in again so i can tell you the truth There’s times in this shit that I don’t know what to do Hear me out, hear me out i got a lot on my mind In one ear and out the other only half of the time