Made Myself

What are you humming? When they hated on me I stood ten toes Heart real cold feelings been froze Off top I ain't really into intros I rather skip to the middle hear the pen flow Type a nigga you don't know what he finna do Type of a nigga that'll spazz at in interview Type a nigga throw a shot and a hint at you Type a nigga make a song out an interlude I prayed for things that a nigga never ever got But I got a lot of things that I didn't deserve Tried to work things out that didn't work And I said a lot of things that really hurt And I said a lot of things that was really mean I said a lot of things that I didn't mean I said a lot of things that was in between But I seen a lot things you ain't never seen But when you come from nothing It's hard to be humble Especially when that nothings the jungle Throw big B's like my first name Bumble Stab me in the back I'ma hit him in his frontal I'm all about my business like a button up And now the ice on a nigga like a hockey puck And since a young nigga I was taught to toughen up So if a nigga gotta problem tell 'em knuckle up Things get hard then a nigga gotta suck it up I be on go in the field no huddle up Say I do too much I don't think I done enough Double cup, Bill Nye Ima watch it bubble up Cuddle up, hell naw, bitch better tighten up Other niggas fell off, then they tried fighting us Look at all the niggas that's dead, you need to lighten up Don't tell me what another nigga said and try to hype it up Shawty out a centerfold But if she got an attitude I'll let her go Had to put her on the side like a dinner roll I need a woman that'll bring me to my pinnacle My baby told me keep it real with ya self and remember where you came from Don't let fame go to your head And they ain't f*ck wit me when I was sleeping on a pallet, that's why I got no new friends Oh woah I don't think the glass is half empty or half full I say I don't give a f*ck Don't matter Cause I know at any time I can refill the glass and have a full glass But I can also drink it gone and be left with nothing Or I can drink it gone and pour something brand new it and start fresh No matter what that's all up to me, I make the outcome I made my past, I make my future, and I made myself I I I hit her one time but you know I'm never calling her Gotta a blue check but I don't got no followers It been cold in the streets so I bought a fur A broken heart is all that I can offer her 'Cause I been doing drugs to numb the pain And I can't lie I really feel ashamed dawg I tell myself that everybody else changed But deep down I know that I'm the one to put the blame on Aye I'm wreck dawg, Ima fucking mess dawg I drink myself to sleep until I've overslept dawg I'm fighting demons every night I'm under stress dawg Can't see my daughter feel like I got nothing left dawg Wait let's rewind 15, backseat, shackles on my feet Really scared straight before it hit TV Locked up no bail Didn't get no mail Didn't ask for no favors Didn't ask for no help No I ain't ask for a handout I just went out to get it Tryna get to the top and I won't stop till I'm finished The times that I wanted to give up but I didn't That's what made me a man That's what made me the realest (bitch) What I am today I made myself I'm tryna save my self Looking at my flaws, can't escape my self Sometimes I really hate myself Lookin at my daughter like I made myself Damn Guess I should thank myself 'Cause what I am today, I made my self The good, the bad, the ugly I made myself The good, the bad, the ugly I made myself