Affirmations x Loves

Gnarly rapping, tardy classing, and party crashing kid Walking 'round with a stash on him like Charlie Chaplin Gotta grab it roll it up then spark pass it show my stuff I'm the brain and brawn son if you fucking want some action Took a while to harness classics, in the past tense I was passive Hyperactive but held captive, got kicked out of my classes A kid was having too much fun but he grew amongst a group of duds Whose only big break was lunch, stupid fucks tryna make me average Have an appetite for life in my youth Palette's what they bite bitter truth Attitude too bright adults get to tryna take it from you like a missing tooth I'ma continue to make this music at my desk on the bed or the floor Life is the greatest movie and I'm producing the best of the best of a score Better press record, won't let them score, pressing the court Pressing chords on a piano to me's like dropped charges pressed in a court Don't get me no lawyer I fight for myself and still keep it tighter than belts And less isn't more if my name ain't ringing bells 'till tinnitus is felt Just a kid I'm nothing but a kid So let me be free Don't judge the way I live We're running out of time But best believe that I'm Boutta go and do everything I said do it my way instead As a kid I'm nothing but a kid So let me be free Don't judge the way I live We're running out of time But best believe that I'm Boutta go and do everything I said do it my way instead As I'm going into my senior year Me and my peers ain't seeing eye to eye Or hearing ear to ear Not merely here to exist I'm tryna be revered Steering clear of bullshit keep a sphere Of cheerleaders near It's Tears for Fears, nothing ever lasts forever And I know that upon hearing that fact it's easy to get depressed But on the contrary, after some thought that shit is not scary I capitalized on a truth and in the pursuit I got daring Fishy bitches putting their red herring in a barrel And act surprised when I shoot 'em dead Then carry on my my merry way Most kids my age will eat it up with no care Until they're full of lies and immobile So the system is where they stay Rare displays of hedonism heeding isn't on the table Ain't listening to anyone who got dead dreams And I won't let 'em pull my cable I know that I'm fully capable and I've been had all these aspirations Waking up starting every day off with all these affirmations Just a kid I'm nothing but a kid So let me be free Don't judge the way I live We're running out of time But best believe that I'm Boutta go and do everything I said do it my way instead As a kid I'm nothing but a kid So let me be free Don't judge the way I live We're running out of time But best believe that I'm Boutta go and do everything I said do it my way instead My love is myself I am no longer my enemy My love's these soliloquies that have been leading to my inner peace My love is infinity, life is my affinity Ultimately it's what's getting me more decorated than a Christmas tree Keep my love in the emerald ring my grandma wore on her finger I wear it now and I'm proud to say in my soul her warmth it lingers My love's a trigger waiting for its shot and I gotta go turn off the safety They called me crazy back then but I'd rather be that than copy pasted Y'all are basic I spit acid men and women mix and match 'em No god helped me with my wins I turned this prison to a palace Now I live through loves, feel prepared as I get to grow up Doing my dreams tryna be cushy stickiest bud filling my lungs My love is in my blood no one's cutting that circulation Keep flowing 'till living is not a curse f*ck those interpretations Earth's amazing I harness the beauty around it It's in every crevice I've found it Swim in this youth make them throw coins at me while I'm still in the fountain