Something Uncomfortable

In the back of my mind A refuge of solitude A place I can't find After all that I asked The things that you wrote They just don't come to pass And I've gotten tired I think I'm alone I think that I'm wired I hope you don't mind But I feel the same way Every time And it's something uncomfortable And I'm something uncomfortable And I don't have the time Running in circles And falling in line The wood for the trees The pink neon sky Who I want to be A stereo chest Always persistent And bleeding the best And I can't claw my way It's just something I deal with Every day And it's something uncomfortable And I'm something uncomfortable Physicality Unrelating Somehow I don't think this is ever fading And it's something uncomfortable And I'm something uncomfortable